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Saturday, November 12, 2005

Friendship..
guess what.. i stumbled upon this book called "When Friendship Hurts: How to Deal with Friends Who Betray, Abandon, or Wound You ".. on webby.. hand's itching.. wanna click onto the link.. but.. better not to do anything.. hate her for good.. there's no such thing as unbreakable friendship.. there's nothing like indeterioratable friendship.. it will corrode and gone sooner or later.. it's like a crystalball.. once it's broken or have numerous cracks (tensions and quarrels).. it's no longer consider valuable friendship.. moreover, no one can predict what came out of a reliable and close friendship.. it'll backfires sometimes.. i am not saying that there's no friendship.. yes there is.. but there would be times when one dun get what each other want, or why things was done this way or that way.. there would still be one on the losing side or there would still be one who's unsatisfied with one another.. there would still be one who've been letting the other one down.. it's vice-versa..it's kharma.. it's vicious cycle..

Archery..
it seems like it's another real-life tv shit.. it's like the infamous Survivor Series.. Each week.. there would be someone wanting to quit.. had it not for the Arrows and the GPA system thingy(the sum of money).. no one would have been that stupid enough to suffer these craps... winners never quit.. quitters never win.. it sounds logical.. thatx an extract from my friend's msn nick.. dunno why.. i've been singing to myself.. "i'm so tired of being here.." evananscence, my immortal.. really tired of training.. really tired of seeing people leave one another.. tired of the scorching sun.. tired of having to travel.. tired of the upcoming competition.. eventhough it have not start yet.. friday.. would often land me weary and teary.. people from committee left one by one.. i dunno if Orange is worried or not.. but i know i am.. of having to close it down.. of having to see those who still wanna come for archery, disappointed.. i am worry of them having to brood where to go after the close down.. worry of them being given up by archery.. if those who left wasn't happy with Orange or Coach.. please.. have the foesight to see.. Orange will be gone in 6 months time.. we can turn deaf ears to her right after she's out of school.. the one who will be holding the baton will be Ernest.. a much better choice for chairperson.. just bear with it and go for regular practices and keep quiet.. thatx what we can do.. as for the coach.. he might be kick away.. and in the verge of being replace.. that is what people been rumouring about.. trust me.. haix..

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