Thursday, December 29, 2005
C . o . u . n . t . d . o . w . n .
2 days to the very last day of 2005... (sadist..)
3 days to the first day of 2006; new year... (i am married~!)
5 days to school reopening... (boring..)
5 days to my mum's birthday... (steamboat!! weee~! =P)
5 days to the start of his exam... (good luck!)
7 days to the end of his exam... (finally..)
16 days before i am off for Thailand... (i am OFF!)
19 days before i'll be back from Thailand... (i am BACK~!)
29 days before i am off to Malaysia...
30 days to the eve of Chinese New Year...
31 days to Chinese New Year...
33 days to Our Anniversary...
36 days before i am back from Malaysia...
38 days to wendy's birthday..(strongly advertised!)
47 days to Valentines...
I need the colours of my life.. can you paint it for me..?
one more thing.. i saw her today, AGAIN...one more thing.. there's a difference in me.. keep a lookout!!
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Wednesday, December 28, 2005
"Ghost"
i saw ghost.. i saw Her today.. yesteday then mentioned Her in blog.. was talking with Jie about Her just now... and there she is... she was with Her parents, in Her stupid one set pyjamas as usual... typically Her style... i wasn't sure if she saw me or not.. but it's god-damn freaky... the mentioning of her name, and she appeared right in front of me.. few metres away only.. arrrgh... whatever... ghastly sight...
i dun give a shit...
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Tuesday, December 27, 2005
Reason..
it's close to a year... i think i have got rid of those that had happen between me and her.. and i am not keen in keeping a close track of what she blog about or was i mentioned in her entry anymore.. why should i be this concern..? she's the one who made me lose interest in having a best friend to keep by my side.. i have lose faith.. i have lose trust.. what said here, she might feel unfair or may not be correct.. what she put in her blog might appear wrongful and i might felt maligned.. what had happened, i put it as both of our faults.. both of us is wrong in one way or another.. but from what i recalled from the last entry i ever read from her about me.. i could not find anything saying that part of the problem lies with her.. i don't think she still find herself in any fault.. there's no more shredding of tears for her.. there's no more.. i get better and better each day when i didn't see her.. she dissolved in my world.. she evaporates.. she's gone.. she's no more a threat.. she's the reason, she's the starter of why i seldom confide to anyone i know.. especially female.. this is the reason why.. this is the reason why everything started new..
Dedicated to a gal
who once live in my heart..
who once rock the school with me..
who played a role in 4 years of my life..
who shared money together when we've insufficient allowance
who i showered a bundle of gifts to
who accompanied me when i am lonely
who waited for me when my class ends late
who took the same transport with me every morning
who waited for me when i am late
who shared some of her friends with me
who ate with me for almost every recess with her group of friends
who was able to take my lame jokes
who was able to prank with me on others
who took numerous and "mountainous" amount of neoprints together
who played arcade with me
who was able to accept her defeat when i excel in almost everygame
who kept on asking me out, when i wasn't usually the one who do the asking
who took much initiative, when she knows tt i am much more shy in some way or another..
p.s : i am not les. and who cares.. it's PAST TENSE!
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Monday, December 26, 2005
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Blisterful Christmas
i was aching all over.. tired than ever..my toes are a bit swollen.. my heels are so "blister-ful".. lolx.. i think i will be in sandal again.. moreover.. before i went home yesterday, i loitered around lot 1.. a kind soul noticed my heels and passed me two plasters to ease myself for a while.. at least can last me till this morning.. or rather, now.. it's still intact.. it seems like there's still kind soul on Christmas.. people wasn't as cold (hearted) as Christmas night... i was filled with gratitude, towards that malay lady.. what i can conclude is that.. Christmas is about caring and sharing too.. i felt warmth, so much so that it is able to put me to good sleep till this morning.. and here i am, blogging her good deed.. anyway.. whoever you are, i wanna thank you (for your plaster).. ok lah.. Jie also bought something to help me lah.. it's somewhat a plaster, solely for blister.. it costs quite expensive.. invaluable i should say... it's like after a while of wearing.. the whole thing got worn off.. firstly a tear, then a hole, then the adhensive got screwed up.. in the end, it stuck closely to my wound.. mind you, the blister is exposed.. it's very very painful.. and i wear it for the day, i didn't changed it, coz part of it already got stuck with the skin.. which means, if i were to peel it, the gonna-ripped skin will go off with it.. but thereafter, i still took it off.. change it with toilet paper -.-" ... then to the plaster that kind lady gave..
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Sunday, December 25, 2005
My Confession
i was to do up a self-made card.. and i dun wanna give up.. you asked.. whether was it worthwhile to make for him.. i say it worth a smile.. but you talk it off at my naivety.. it hurts much.. i had the card done halfway.. you say it's useless.. you said it's a waste of time and energy.. thatx why i felt insulted.. i tried to stay up late, just to complete the card.. i tried to do it up nicely, with a heart, hoping that the receiver would feel the warm i am conveying.. i tried running around, just to find the best and most suitable materials for the whole thing.. i tried.. i tried... i tried.... forcing myself to stay awake just to complete, when most of the people are sleeping.. the truth is.. i had turned down his request week ago.. the fact is.. you ever ask whether you'll ever received a card made from me or not.. and what i want is to make the card soley for you.. the receiver, will eventually be you.. i wanted to see you smiling really nicely on this very day.. it worth to see you smile.. it worth to convey the warm i wanna give to you.. but.. the card is left aside.. you asked me not to do it.. i listened.. this is me..
t.h.i.s. i.s. m.y. c.o.n.f.e.s.s.i.o.n. . . .p.s: dun say sorry..
Merry Christmas...
We wish you a merry christmas.. we wish you a merry christmas.. we wish you a merry christmas and a happy new year..
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Saturday, December 24, 2005
Hibernation
i will not do up the card.. so long for my effort.. and i was prepared to hibernate till Christmas.. headache attacked me this time round..
1 more day to Christmas..
Last Christmas, i gave you my heart.. the very next day.. you gave it away..
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Friday, December 23, 2005
Lifeless
i am really really tired out.. the pair of restless eyes indicates that i had not had ample rest for several days.. indeed.. i wanted to stay up... very much wanted to stay up.. but i end up falling asleep.. i don't wanted to give up.. but.. i cannot hold for long.. i am dragging my lifeless and fatigue body around.. i am afraid that i will appear like a corpse during Christmas... i wanted to complete the card.. how shall i go about it...? he said it's a waste of time and energy.. he said it's useless... (felt insulted..)
2 days to Christmas.. i doubt that i would finish at this rate..
Jingle Bells Jingle Bells... Jingle All The Way...
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Thursday, December 22, 2005
Card making.. (0.0")
Brrr... Finally... i am done with my AIT exam and ETP project presentation thingy... it's been rather tiring for me.. very very worn out.. well.. maybe wendy should said those.. hmm.. i got one more thingy to buzz with.. and that is a christmas card.. was really really scratching my head on what to use for the materials... coz usually.. the outcome or the overall was very much different from what i expected.. it's a 50-50 of either doing it well or make it worst.. well.. hope it will turn out alright... think i gonna stay over the night and complete it by christmas..
3 more days to christmas....
This the seasons to be jolly... falalalala lalalala
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Monday, December 19, 2005
RICH $$$!
i am rich.. yes... very very rich...
not rich in financial wise...
but rich in friendship and love..
i am surrounded by them....
thanx for what everyone of you have done....
love all of you~! muackies!
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Sunday, December 18, 2005
well.. it's me blogging again! haha.. with my hands all intact of course.. if not i won't be typing HANDLESS!! muhahahaha.. well.. what have i been doing these few days..? shopping of coz.. bought a whole lot of things.. duh.. think i am 85% prepared for the upcoming christmas.. yearn for that day to come.. awww.. dread it.. it took a damn long time for that day to come.. one more week to go.. can't wait!! *whines*
oh yeah.. the test date for tomorrow's AIT is being pushed back to wednesday.. which means.. i got more time to study for it.. and i am being saved!! coz i accidentally left almost half of the reference to rot in my very own locker.. i got an unexpectably two days for the remaining parts.. woohoo!
but there's one bad news.. tomorrow, there might be a presentation for my group in the Entrepreneurship Subject.. last minute then informed everyone.. made everyone rushing for the project now.. Eunice Ang Bee Bee.. enough~~! you are torturing everyone, do you know that..? you're dilly dally a person, indecisive, agressive, devious.. Murder~! save me... arghz.. *box u*
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Thursday, December 15, 2005
JUNYANG'S SKIN CELLS...
Omfg... eden's gonna chopped off my hand.. and she's been warning me for the past two days.. haha.. know why..? i have got JunYang touching my hand on the day YanZai is participating the campus superstar.. just a pat.. but everyone around me is screaming their heads off.. especially eden.. she scream real hard.. jehan then follow.. lolx.. every now and then, she would mysteriously pop-up and threaten to chop it off.. then bring home her glorious "collection"... god... thatx scary..
you see you see...
i am dead for sure.. gosh.. she's a better runner than me.. we ever compete with each other before.. during primary school's national competiton.. impressing eh..? to think i participate in the NATIONAL.. haha.. i got 4th.. i think she got 2nd.. duh.. whatever it is.. she gonna chase me up and hack my hand... gosh.. pray hard that you wun see me handless.. haha..
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Saturday, December 10, 2005
FLASHER !
Archery competition as commenced today. . . rather bored.. coz i am not in there.. everyone else is in the shooting ground, and i had no choice but to stay in shade... water-gurl as what they called.. duh..
hafizah nv come as usual..
wardha nv come, for her younger sis is getting married.. younger?! but how old is wardha? 17.. and how old is her sis?! 16... i was like going "wooooow".. freaking 16 and she's married.. to a guy of 22.. her mum actually approved, coz tt sis of hers is always leaving the house to get together with that guy.. and that'z not shotgun, as what most might have been thinking.. aww... 16.. MARRIED! when's mine..? ahaha... joking.. okay.. enough of gossips..
back to competition.. i was damn late, when reached.. thanx to the place i am staying.. it's so far away.. the location is at telok blangah.. and so, i took mrt instead.. landed.. and intend to take 188.. couldn't see any at the stop in front of the hawker center.. so.. i browse through the list of bus service, there's a whole chunk of bus service numbers allowing me to get to my destination.. more or less.. it's towards telok blangah.. happily i took.. the next moment, i found that i am along the infamous singapore's only tanjong pagar railway station.. was then that i realised, i took towards the wrong direction.. that whole stretch of road was called telok blangah road.... yes...... but i went the opposite direction.. lolx.. but eventually, i found my way back.. to the place i took initially.. and scrambled all the way to the destination, with much lost of my ways and orange's inaudible directions, which is rather confusing.. here and there.. i finally made it..
each round of 10 ends lasted 2 hrs roughly.. and it's damn bored.. i really dozed off.. and the other two ngee ann guys were talking in inexplicable topics.. talking away.. during their break, i gather an overall conclusion.. everyone wasn't doing that well.. and had not been themselves.. i left after they start their 2nd round.. it took a painstaking 2 hours to finish one round, 4 hours to finish both.. 1 hours to get results and miscelleanous.. imagine 5 whole hours sticking with chair.. i scam! when they start their 2nd round not long after... weee... off i went..
i was on my way to catch the 188 to meet Jie at harbourfront, i sort of need to pass by couple of blocks, neighbourhood surroundings.. from opposite block, i saw a guy on 4th floor.. somewhat looking at me, i never care much and carry on my route.. till when i was a few more steps towards the block he's at earlier on, i glimpse back to his location.. but he's nowhere in sight.. the next moment, he's standing at the first floor.. half naked!! his pant halfway down.. he's carrying(you know you know..).. playing about, looking at me.. oh shit! one glimpse and thatx enough.. that horrendous sight of his doing is unforgiveable, unsightly and unregenerate.. i don't dare to look back.. till when i walked further, i turn.. he's still there!! waving at me.. with pant back this time.. i couldn't see his expressions or features, but from my blurish vision(i got myopia!), i know that's a middle-aged man.. sickening.. stupid flasher.. i do a quick walk, and keep turning back as soon as i have the chance to.. hoping and praying that he wouldn't follow.. on my long way to 188, i still look back.. there's one guy, he ran passed me.. upon hearing the oncoming fast-paced foot steps.. i ran a little as well.. i'm afraid tt it'd be the flasher.. running for me and pounced on me from anywhere.. my heart skipped a beat.. i am so god-damn afraid.. there's only me at that point of time.. i am afraid.. who wun..? i had a small laugh to myself, when the whoever who's surpassing me, isn't that freak.. a little consoled, when i finally made my way back to Jie.. i hugged him real tight.. it's a scary experience.. it's the ever first time that i encounter a flasher..
i'll NEVER take a step to telok blangah unless with companion or taxi.. i SWEAR..
well.. my bro's birthday today.. but there wouldn't be any presents for him.. he still owe me my mascara as my birthday present..~!! ohh... he's such a scrooge.. it's near to 12 now.. and he's still not back.. i am here, still blogging with my heavy eyes.. waiting for him to get back and cut cakes.. dummies.. i bet it'd be fruit cake(it's mint and little chocolate..) again..
hApPiE bIrThDaY!
duh.. i nearly dozed off.. really.. my head is swirling and bobbing here and there.. resting anywhere i could.. torture toture..
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Friday, December 09, 2005
My mum bought me OP's short skirt and tee.. one whole set.. dummie.. am i really dreaming..? my mum actually bought me tt.. i dun believe it.. she only buy for my brother most of the time.. the size and length is all "wear-able".. woohoo.. miracle... ok.. for the pass few years.. she only bought some lingeries and... and... and... hmm... ok.. it's not much of my concious on what she exactly bought for me.. or maybe.. she never bought any other that those.. oops... o.O" ... well... she's been practising minor favouritism on both my brothers.. mostly on the second one..
What she bought...
- Navy waist-cut skirt
- Wide-collar tee..
Something better that nothing.. duhx...
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Thursday, December 08, 2005
Coming Monday... We'll be having bowling session between classes...
BIT TeamBuilding Event (Bowling II), 12th Dec 2005
Venue and Date:
West Coast Bowling Center, Monday 12th of Dec 2005
Time:
From 1200hrs to 1600hrs (or till the manager ask us to leave, whichever comes first) : P
Transport and Departure Schedule:
1. All students are to be at the admin foyer by @1115hrs. All buses are to leave the campus at @1130hrs sharp.
2. CAs are to mark your class attendance when they are sitting nicely in the bus and before we leave the Centre after the whole event had ended. Attendance is compulsory thus please return their attendance copy to me the following working day.
3. No special bus markings will be made. CAs and their classes can start boarding the buses when they are ready to leave on a first come first serve basis.
4. This is a one way trip.
Games arrangement and Format:
We have booked all the 28 lanes at the center. Each class will be given 2 lanes each and they will play 6 games x 3 rounds of bowling per lane. That will be a total of 36 games per class!
For KD:
Lane 13 and 14
On top of that we will have games and quizzes with exciting prizes along the way.
Rules and Regulation:
1. Standard School Uniform Dress Code (Preferably with polo top since they need to do the spin
2. No Littering
3. No loitering around the centre's gaming facilities e.g Pool or Billiard areas (We are serious about this)
4. No across lane throwing of bowling ball trick
5. No intent staring at others without any official permission or business (to prevent any incidents from happening)Lets have a bowling good time and enjoy ourselves on the day itself.
C u there !
From BIT Organising Committee
DUH... WATEVER... whole class into two pathetic lanes...
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Tuesday, December 06, 2005
ROSES
Among numerous roses... from you, from others... those which you send is the special one.. i have never thought that there would be another bouquet from you.. it's the most surprising happening so far.. it's really beautiful.. it's lovely.. and i dunno why.. you shocked me with it.. throughly.. *muackies* i hope that our days would be shimmering bright, with joy and laughter, from morning till night, till the end of time... love ya~!
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Monday, December 05, 2005
having eunice's lesson is a total waste of time... yeah.... agree...? early in the morning.. not much lesson was taught.. and i am drowning myself in banana milk now.. 1 litre.. good game... been really thirsty since morning.. moreover, i ate a little for whole of yesterday.. archery lesson without breakfast, thereafter without lunch.. a dinner with only soup for me.. sounds pathetic..? i chose to.. and oh ya.. Zhi Qing was discharged from the hospital just when we were about to proceed to Changi Hospital for a visit.. Competition is coming... i wasn't in.. sadist.. after a whole lot of practices.. with me, myself baked( and gonna be chocolate cake soon)... -.-" with skin peeling off a little.. i only missed for that only pathetic day, and much as i know, i wasn't in for it.. dummy.. haiya.. haiya... *moaning*
yimei passed me a jelly with monkey mould... what's the meaning of this..? -.-" she's been giving "freebies"... think she' in good mood.. haha.. she's never been like this before... weird..
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Sunday, December 04, 2005
i saw walking mop and walking mp3 today.. hmm not bad... both of them looks horrible..
uber disgusting..
yanzai's campus superstar thingy coming.. cheer for him~ support him.. woohoo.. i got a campus superstar wannabe cum gonnabe in my class.. oops.. did i say cum..? lolx..
my bro's birthday's coming... no pressie for me.. till he give me the pressie he owes.. it would be exactly 5 months(he owes) on his b'dae..
christmas.. i found apparels to go on match with.. but depend and varies on where will i be going..
what to buy for him...?? oh no... headache...
i saw a lot of Adidas™ today.. oh my.. i am so mesmerized by Adidas™ Adidas™ Adidas™.. see.. i am treating it with respect.. *salute* almost everywhere i see.. people are wearing Adidas™~! i am in love..
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Saturday, December 03, 2005
LOST
i wonder....... do i really look like a christian...? recently, there had been a high influx of friends, asking me over to church services.. and i dun get it... =X
oh yeah.. Jie lost his wallet.. dummy wallet.. IC.. ezlink.. student card.. my spare ezlink.. his cash.. fly away........ all gone... hmm... we went Police Post.. duh.. and all the bothersome part came thereafter.. one by one.. R E P L A C E M E N T..
sadist him...
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Thursday, December 01, 2005
one of my classmates, Zhi Qing.. had been admitted to the changi hospital.. was stabbed 4 times.. heard from james, it's said that it sparked off with minor thingy.. i wasn't sure about the content, but it's definitely a serious and grave matter.. the 4 stabs went near his lung area.. was kinda weak at the time being.. poor thing.. he's somewhat crappy guy, but cute cute blur blur.. a bit retard.. hahaha... months younger than me.. but taller than me.. *sulk*.. anyway... it's definitely gonna be a police case.. catch that creep, man~! hurt my classmate...! haix.. why do many people resort to violence when there's not even a need to do that..? i don't get it.. just flipped across yesterday's NewPaper.. i ferreted out two very baffling matters...
1. Stephen King's 1976 classic horror flick, Carrie, which was showing on Channel 5, 11.30 last night.. I MISSED IT~!!!
2. the L'Oreal's rebonding + 2 treatment+ cut, costs a freaking $88! what's with that..?? i got it for $128, this year.. damnit.. where did the 40 bucks go..? i wonder..
and i stumbled upon this......................
What women(and men) really want
♂ A WOMAN'S PRAYER
Before i lay myself to sleep, i pray for a man who's not a creep.
One who's handsome smart and strong.
One who loves to listen long.
One who thinks before he speaks.
One who will call, not wait for weeks.
I pray he's gainfully employed.
When i spent his cash, won't be annoyed.
Pulls out my chair and opens my door.
Massages my back and begs to do more.
A man who'll make love to my mind.
And knows how to answer "How big is my behind?"
I pray this man will love me no end.
And always be my very best friend.
Amen.
♂ A MAN'S PRAYER
I pray for a deaf-mute nymphomaniac with big breasts, who owns a liquor store and a trout boat.
This doesn't ryhme and i don't give two hoots.
Amen.
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