Lost In Beauty-

Tuesday, September 19, 2006

you know.. lately uncle pauL had started his own public blog.. he could spend time on it ytd, without minding i am on my bed waiting for his call.. waited from 12 till

!! so devoted.. grr.. gonna punch him.. lolx.. (thatx impossible of coz.. i wouldn't hurt an ant.. ahaha... ^-^)
sighz.. but to think of it.. he's not really the one i should punch.. it's lu yun.. someone who's assigned to partner me in my ward's room; room 24.. she can make me do all those labour task.. eg; she can't ambulate the patients or shift the patient from chair to bed or otherwise.. i am frequently the tool to lubricate her way through.. just because she's thin & frail.. zzzz.. however i came to see the irony of it when there's the presence of our clinical facilitator; the lecture who will be sticking with us throughout the 1-mth-attachment.. miraculously, i saw her shifting patient on one fine day.. she worked wonders ain't it? so nice that i happened to pass by.. * i gonna shred her into pieces* i felt so cheated.. shouldn't have help her.. i admit that she more competence when it comes to skills.. but she's like plain shyt to me now.. brrr.. more to come.. when it comes to the legendary Pamper-wars.. the patients need us to change diapers, i ask her to prepare.. she prepared as told.. next moment, she asked the ite student or PCA (patient care assistant) to do.. smart move right? sly to me.. ytd.. i happened to saw her walking a female patient to toilet, she told me the patient gonna do big business.. then i thought nothing much what.. i say.. then get her to do it lah.. i was stuck to her job when she say.. she gonna go do big business too.. and scampered to staff toilet.. breaktime.. everyone enjoys.. i don't.. coz when she's in the first break, she would disappear into thin air at the dot, and hacked off my 10 minutes, when i am at the second.. by the time i went down and up with my packed food.. it's already another 10 minutes.. eat another 10 minutes.. left a 15 minutes to spend.. what to do? sleep? not enough.. sit around? too packed in the staff room.. i have nowhere to go but back to my ward.. at times she'd switch break with me.. by the time i came back, i came back 5 minutes before.. and she's nowhere to be found.. what a nurse.. making patients bed is the most basic.. but she could stand around talking, when i am making the bed alone.. i've been doing most of the things for patients.. i dun think she did.. stand around talking.. who can't do it? i know patients would be happy and consoled.. but don't she have to help me too..? only when in front of teacher.. hypocrites.. sighz.. i'm left with 4 more days.. such a long time to go.. get her off me.. kick her butt as soon as i knocked off at the very last day..

I'LL DO WHATEVER I LIKE.. dun regret for making the wrong move..

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