Sunday, December 31, 2006
hey people! it's last day of 2006! spend your very last day wisely or efficiently with yur loved ones! or me, if you love me.. haha.. it's gonna be another year, look ahead and throw all yur grieves and sorrows behind.. coz it's sunshine 2007 coming in your way! keke.. i am going off le! byebye!
someone gonna prove me his dance skills.. "power".. haha..
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Friday, December 29, 2006
shouldicutbobhead,shouldicutrealshort,shouldiredmyhair,
shouldihighlight,shouldirebondorshouldicurl
iamlosingmycool.stupidhair.
oh ya.. why is there so many earthquake? flooding? haze? tsunami?
tsk.. the earth is dying.. poor thing..
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Wednesday, December 27, 2006
needless to say.. this is my christmas shopping.. lol.. late entry.. =P
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Tuesday, December 26, 2006
oh my god.. my blog was burglared by hunnie.. haha.. *sweetness*
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Monday, December 25, 2006
i need to do up a card for a friend of mind.. but got no idea..plain jane
alot of situations happened.. i hate gold paint, it smudged
the back of card too, but i manage to save it
i really detest gold paint
oh boy, how clever and critical i could get
taaadaaah~! my masterpiece!
the inside
of coz.. this is the inspiration where i obtained
my hunnie's xmas card lah! haha..
okae.. so i am not such a genius afterall.. bleahz! =P
no idea lah.. dun blame me hor..
anyway.. the card i sold, costs ard 15 bucks
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Sunday, December 24, 2006
Happy Anniversary Hunny!!
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Friday, December 22, 2006
"Mummy mummy.. there's a 'monster' under my bed last night"
hunnie.. a night to remember ;)
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Wednesday, December 20, 2006
haPpiE 300th hunnie~!!
*muackies*
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Saturday, December 16, 2006
i am so bored at home.. i finished my attachment yesterday.. really tired.. coz of all the standing and rushing everywhere in the ward.. i wonder how i gonna cope if i were to be a real nurse after graduating.. i can't help but kept smiling to myself when i came to think of certain things.. finally.. CI(clinical instructor) told us that she wun give A or A+ coz it's considered perfect, she finds that no one in our standard should receive such good grades, if not when it came to the next attachment, the next CI would have lofty expectation on us.. and if we dun perform as what they expect then, the grading system would definitely be misleading.. this, i find that it really makes sense.. and i dun expect too high grade already.. since the previous attachment is very very demoralizing.. (heard that, miss siti?) *tsk tsk tsk* but when it came to individual interviewing and assessing of each students, i am getting a little nerve of it.. coz before i went in i heard that it's arranged by percentage scored.. and everyone got their log books back already lah.. still left me and the other girl.. i began to have quick flashes of myself drowned in scores and grading system.. terrible.. heavy footsteps i took crunches every single bits of my heart, i wish i could just drop dead there without knowing the result, at least it'll be better.. it really stop pounding for a few moments when the log book revealed a bloody B+!!! oh my god times a thousand times.. i peeped at the score sheet, i am the second or third.. weet! i was jumping and screaming at top of my voice inside.. finally i've made it! aha! and LY got B.. hmm.. i suppose you all know who's LY.. *shh*
i've done the skills when there is a need, when help is needed.. (i am so obedient >.<") i've eat snake quite alot.. toilet and tea room.. just hid somewhere to message hunnie or arrange my hair whenever possible.. coz i nv put hair moisturizer recently.. thatx why it's messy..
and.. i've always been a blur sotong.. last day already, i actually serve the wrong diet.. the one who's normal, i gave porridge.. the one having dysphagia i gave mee tai bak.. how to eat it when one's having dysphagia?? i only realize when after that normal patient consumed a mouthful of porridge.. can't possibly exchange in front of them le right? haiya.. stupid me.. lucky the dysphagic patient de daughter never held anything against me.. i got ask whether she wanna have it instead since she say her father dun eat much for lunch.. and she say she's vegetarian.. "how about buying the porridge as compensation?" ... "it's okae, my dear" she ends everything with a perfect smile.. thank god so much.. i am saved..
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Wednesday, December 13, 2006
i am doing evening shift, i tried something new, drawing of chemicals using needle & syringes, extract it to the oxygen neubuliser.. as what the enrolled nurse taught me, two hours ago.. i am doing it alone coz CI not around le mah.. muhahaha.. when i came out of the preparation room, some i-dunno-who CI appear in front of the door, she say the method i am doing is wrong.. but i can't possibly pin-point it's the enrolled nurse who taught me right? if not tt part-time CI, could tell that i am a green horn in doing this skill.. i bet she doesn't know i am not even suppose to do this thingy in the first place.. if she knows, i am dead meat.. i guess i'll be failed straight away.. and get tt enrolled nurse in trouble.. *pssst* we'll only learn syringes, chemicals and stuffs like that next year.. and in the end, i've done the whole procedure in surprise tinkle~! i do the whole thingy under her supervision, freaking correctly.. i am so thankful.. and the patient is alright.. stupid sudden inspection..
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Wednesday, December 06, 2006
Oh Ya.. forgot to update about my granny and grandpa's visit.. to attend a wedding dinner held at Orchard Hotel.. here, i present you.. my family and grandparents.. =D~
mummy of coz..
my dad! finally.. i posted his picture..
my granny~
my grandpa~
smack-ass bro.. =P
sulking lil bro.. =X
did i say i got aunt who have a lil resemblance of Coco Lee??
Never to forget my "temporary hairstylists".. lolx..
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Tuesday, December 05, 2006
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Monday, December 04, 2006
pAu-L cHEw has shifted his house TODAY!!!
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Sunday, December 03, 2006
i kinda mizz my grandparents now..
i am sick of missing everything.. who will know?
at times.. i just felt i haven't had done my part as a granddaughter..
yes, i am busy with my exams and stuffs for the past week..
getting home late, because he's by my side..
i dunno who's in my priority for that week..
i guess the answer is easy to derive..
it's only when they left me a portion of allowance they brought and kisses from both of them, that shake me to concious..
they may have lotsa grandkids.. i may just be one of them..
but i felt their love only after my exam commenced..
when i start to pace down everything.. when someone else's love is blur and slur to me..
i could just see everything so clearly.. very clear..
they wun be there just as long as you live..
they wun be there to input lotsa advises when you want to hear..
they wun be there to encourage & support you, when parents is against your bf..
they wun be there to talk you lots into not getting yourself so tanned..
they wun be there to be very concern about your skin and health..
they wun be there to kiss you when saying good bye..
they wun be there to buy you lotsa tonic to remedize yourself..
they wun be there to hurry you back to sleep, eventhough it's already 8 in the morning..
they wun be there to encourage u to catch a big fish, when it's only ur 2nd attempt & a lie..
they wun be there when you are crying in front of the computer now, typing your guilt, your confession, about your gradtitudes towards them, your mizzing them and your sorries..
grandpa, grandma, i am sorry..
who to love me today?
i am going to the beach to look at the sea .alone.
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