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Tuesday, July 31, 2007

NSL Practical

it's my BLOODY NSL exam today!!RRRAAARRRRHHHH!!!! so angry.. i've been studying last night and 7 F-up hours since 9am in the morning!! i thought i'd be as lucky as those previous few batch and other schmates. so far other practical groups were bombed Blood Transfusion or ECG as practical exam. how the hell i know it's Chest Tube Insertion until mine! only US! i ought to have drop dead when i heard Chest Tube Insertion. Hate it! thatx the hardest part of all 3.. so angry so angry so ANGRY! >="(

Azri is sucha poor fella.. his paper is all shaking while documenting patient's condition.

i've got 31.25/34 (peep at teacher's documents)

and she made me stay back to help her out.. clear requisites.. 1 pathetic cca pt only. got to see how other classmates do their nursing skills.. all also not bad lah.. i think Leonice would fare better than the batch of 5 today.. but i should say.. i wasn't as bad. just somewhere in the middle.. all of us took at least 30 minutes each to finish the whole thing.. i thought i could have got off like 5pm? sighz.. imagine i'm the 1st in the list and i've to wait until the 5th end her prac. can wait until laosai literally.. LAOSAI~~play with the baby dummies in the room awhile & help teacher.. here and there.. the chinese one look a lil too cheeena.. or was it E.T? the other chinese baby in another room looks better.. home at 8.15pm.

overview of July entries.. not bad lah.. so many pics & i've paid back my update!!

+20th July 07
+24th July 07

+28th July 07

*last day of July, so sad. gotta wait a year again*

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Monday, July 30, 2007

hApPie 19 bIrthdAy keLvIn~!!
yoohoohoo.. lol.. juLy baby =)

* pIctUre acKnowLedGemEnT from jInGui's bLog*

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i've got.....

23.5months of HELL to go

WHICH MEANS!!
51fortnights!

102weeks

714days

1030975minutes

61858500seconds
61858500000miliseconds

until he comes out and end of my SUFFERINGS!!
*and tantamount to the end of my red-eyes phenomenons almost every single night* =""(

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Sunday, July 29, 2007

*bloghop*
does he look like malay version of edwin? *omg*

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Saturday, July 28, 2007

Got up pretty early to find myself not being able to crawl up.. it’s as though the energy flow had drain out from me.. blame it on exam and projects.. & BLOODY NR retest (oh yea! I pass!!) stupid stuffs.. everyday its lyk a battle with it.. thank God it.. but it seemed like they have not finish with us.. still, leavin us with referencing, reports to do & delaying of results to make me worry over. TO HELL WITH THEM!! Brr..

manage to pluck up wateva strength I’m left with & muster away frm my bed (its screaming for me to come back~). I decided to do smt bout his b’dae.. no pressie this tym round.. wahahaha! my 2nd attempt in cheesecake! Weets! Believe it anot.. I’ve made it a success.. its in tart form though. ~~Shall put up the pic real soon~~. *Promise!* It looked too deceivin to be made from me.. yes, everyone deceived! *Hey dun pray pray* finished my “Project Cheesetart” in 2+hrs.. worn the clothes he bought for me on my day & doll myself up, cook lunch for mummy & bro, & out!

Already waitin@ 1350. met up with uncle David, cant wait to see my poor boy. Well.. I was exuberant & cant wait for him to get out. Platoons march in aft next, & everyone dismissed. it felt all-so-weird when he came outta gate. Really. I expect I’d cry & hug him or smt. Erhh.. just couldnt get adapt to him in the 1st place. He look so.. weird & diff? look so adult.. as though everytin forward to 2 yrs aft. He look really 19-20 btw.. I was wonderin what had ns done to my 17 yr old boyboy.. we talk things out aft reachin his hse. & I’m back to e old me. Happily & cuddling finally. I really miss him. Planned everytin @vivo wks back actually. Thou he ask anywhr in mind & I simply shake my head. I tot mayb he’d hit e jackpot & suggest vivo. *grittin teeth* he din guessed it right.

Took cab down & head to cinema. Only to knw tt he got arrangement @hm. Well, made him gongong Q-up & I headed straight to counter to make amendments. Everyone tot I cuttin Q or smt.. wahaha.. changed timing to ~~Sun~~ next wk. & taadaah~ I’ve got the tix! Everyone’s thinkin how I got it w/o payin. =P

had Baked Ocean Mussels, Icecream Fondue, Firehouse Happy Birthday, Honey Darling & Tropical Spritze @Earle’s Swensen. Everytin’s so nice. <3>

He’d two cakes for his b’dae this yr. sorry hunnie. I didnt knw ur mum ordered too.. its an embarrassin situation when relatives start comparin btw e 2 cakes, & I know aunty Julia wasn’t really happy.. coz Tiramisu is better than her Cheesecake. Sorry aunty Julia. Oops.. heex..

he cabbed me back home with the companionship of the almost perfect full moon. Slept in my comfort on his lap, everytin went so well so dreamy. Hunnie.. hope u lyk the surprise planned. Thou u spoilt almost all of my evil plan again. Better luck next yr!

*forgive me for being cold, i didn't meant to*

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SWEETHEART.
i love you.

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Friday, July 27, 2007

Still one more day, before i could see you again. hunnie.. do you know how much have i missed you? 16 days.. it's not as easy and carefree you think i had been.. being lonely is the worst i could have experienced. you'll booked out tomorrow as a 19-year old & as a man still in the making to what i wanna you to be. to be caring, emotionally strong, romancing, undestanding, assuring and all. will you still stick to your old self or will you start to change for good, with thoughts of me. will you still pain me the way i dun wanna you to be?

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Wednesday, July 25, 2007

Got so nice meh.. why was the book so fancied by many.. tsktsktsk... US even have to set up ChildLine; counselling services for the kids. for most of them could not accept the ending. this one die, that one die.. this marry this, that marry that.. Ash and Bidan shared the same syndrome. coz, when the other classmates who already kaypoh-ed the ending talked in front of them. all they would do, is to cover their ears airtight whenever mentioned. and scold them for mentioning. so precious meh.. need such exaggerating stuffs. haha. what luck. i'm not a harry potter person. haiyaii..~ kekex..

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Tuesday, July 24, 2007

a loneLy anniversary she had..could you bear to leave me standng in cold?nothingness but coldness.happy anniversary.. to me... ="(

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Sunday, July 22, 2007

oo.. thatx so gonna "hurts". fat ass. kekeke..
stalker shit. *wink* ;)

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Saturday, July 21, 2007

i saw those "Hey Gorgeous" contestant. well find it quite a disappointment. coz the standard is quite low.. not all of them are just as nice.. well hey! i saw cheyenne in it too.. saw NYP's nursings' de contestant but none in NP nursing! why ar..? NPnursing and business course have lotsa babes de. the hosts go, surely can fish lotsa `em from my course de.. nursing so many girls... lol.. can say most of them(contestants) CMI. i can start covering my eyes le. p.a.t.h.e.t.i.c!

Happy Racial Harmony Day everyone!!
**i've worn air stewardess costume, qipao(chinese's) malay's kebaya and now, indian's sari. what's more to wear.

-=hunnie.. be there for me next year. will ya? i miss you, good night.=-

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Friday, July 20, 2007

HEY HUNNIE!

this is how your girlfriend looked like on her (pre)racial harmony day lol!! you've got an indian girlfriend! weets! heex..

sexyback~! BRA-LESS THE WHOLE DAY.

-early in the morning met up with Sumathi and Grace as well.. heex.. i'm wearing SARI! woohoots! those with tummy seen.. Sumathi is so nice to dig out her nice sari, help me with dressing up and lend it to me. luv it! and ya.. i walking around the whole school in it..
-grace pangseh me.. she agreed to wear together de.. but okae lah.. she's nice enough to get herself in a lil malay look de top? (is it malay, grace?) T.T"
-quite stunned when i went into the lecture, coz not many pple dressed up.. cheat my feelin`. lol.. was trying to support theinesh(my indian husband for the day).. coz he's running this event.. however, many of others who wore traditional clothings as well, came in at a much later part of the lecture.. so i'm not really alone.. *thank God*
-been a ChIndian for the day.. got alot of limelight. haha. and mustn't forget the cam-whore session initiates by some babes of HS.

aHA! Sumathi~~

Januari & me.(yeap, she's born in january.)

Ahhhh~ jolene!! from same secondary school and now poly. heex.

2nd take of us!

how can i forget my tAz dArL.. yummilicious!* =)taaddaaahh~!! my InDiaN hUsbAnD!! reminds me of "ACHAR!" tt channel 5 show.
Chinese Wife & Indian Husband. i prefer my Hunnie still.. lol..**my indian husband took pictures of us and many other peeps too! but he need to send all the pictures entry to the organizer to contest us for the three best-dressed. ~~shall put up! check back soon!!~~ *updated!*

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Thursday, July 19, 2007

i invaded Singapore Poly!! MUHAHAHAHA!!! and saw something which is so not-ought-to-be-seen at Business' blocks canteen.. heh.. however it did not spoilt my day.. coz i'm visiting wendy my dear!! wahahaha.. edwin reached first, didn't know wendy arrange him to come over as well.. coz i only had wendy and jingui in mind. heex.. cannot help mah.. my darLins leh.. wendy came awhile later.. skippin` class a lil while for me. *touched* lol.. gave her that very-attituded car's glass stickers. hope she love me more. keke. and jingui; her froggy stickers loh.. but jingui already gone home. SP is conquered by me until 3 plus.. got nothing to do, coz teacher cancel and postponed 4hrs of NR tutorial and NSLpractical. yewhoo! i'm a freegirl, man.. but i really miss hunnie's presence.. sighz.. then went IMM. bought lotsa accessories for myself. planned how to celebrate hunnie's coming bdae on sat. how to made a b'dae card with my remaining creative brain juice. what's for his present. i'm getting my head big. SOS please!! bwahhhh~

**i know SP's canteen food is nice. but people, please don't eat too much till you look like a swollen balloon. eh, someone. time to work on yur body. oops. ha!

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Wednesday, July 18, 2007

last week, i remember i was in your loving embrace.
this week, i found myself hugging my own knees.
simply missing you, missing your everything.
your warmth still lingers around me.
your tender voices saying that you miss me,
still ringing in my ears.
each night i tried to coax myself to sleep,
you'd be safe, you'd be alright, you'd think of me.
you'd be looking under the same sky,
moon brimming & stars sparkling..
i knew you would.

.please hurry home my love.

i'm miss you

eLy

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Wednesday, July 11, 2007

HARLOOW~!! this is the 19th year old eLy talking to you here. thanks alluvya for your very very nice greetings put up for me.. haha.. kokkok aka kokseng was the earliest, i know everyone will go.. "huh?!" lol... coz he say he's tired.. then texted me earliest of everyone. lol. 1st b'dae caller goes to superbUg, dated 1st Jul. 1st tagger goes to mandy! lol.. funny huh.. so i'm giving as much thank you(s) as you all could stand. conveyed by my two little pals here.. hoops&yoyo. keke..

thank you especially to kokseng, j0reen, anthony, eugene, pambi, anna, dajie, ted, chinsiang, suraj, pingzhi, edwin, grace cham, asheeta, taz, shuping, meena, yingying, zi chee and those whom might have not be mentioned by this 19yr old lady here.. *mental block* wahahaha... my family members and lastly my dearest dearest hunnie. he's been sweet and full of love yesterday. he bought two TopShop's top for me. damn costly, inclusive of the 7% tax. i felt happy, but i dun find myself smiling. coz i dun feel good spending yur money this much.

To my hunniepot: Hunnie, i am really touched by your actions seriously. i know you made tremendous effort to try and click my friends here and there by askin me to call them up. so that everyone could be at the birthday celebration for me. i appreciated you, having to get your dad to whip up a nice buffet that could have been held last night. it did not happened though, had it not been for my endless "no" to these suggestions of yurs, i guessed you wouldn't be so disappointed by now. hunnie, i only wanna spend this special day with you. it's once in every year. moreover, you're going in, in days' time. it seemed i wanna my day be a rockin` & kickin` one, towards this day, i only found myself wanting to share it with you, just you. i love you, sweetheart. *huGgs* ="(

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Sunday, July 08, 2007

yay... stay home. family day. fun huh.. lolx.. been treated and pampered around like princess in the house. i can't wait to go out with hunnie. oh boy... YA! one more thing... look at my darling..

look..

look look LOOK!!

one last time...

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kawaii nehx!! haha.. he look so boyboy now.. wahahahaha.. i love it!

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Saturday, July 07, 2007

hey hey! it's Green Day! pardon for my missing act. haha.. coz i've been a little busy. woke up rather early, had lunch with parents and all, and i'm out at 2 plus! weets! suppose to reach sengkang before 3.30pm but i'm running late. dunno what colour wear. i went national day preview with aunty Julia, uncle David, baby QianHui, his granny, and their maid. Ben give it a miss, coz he have homework to do. and uncle Poh gotta some matter to attend to. everyone scurried down to marina bay in cars. bought Subway to fill tummy *luv sweet onion sauce!*.

*smile smile*

thanks to one of the red little men(main leads) blading over here there thru out. John Chew. have not for him, i'll be at home watching le.. wahahaha..

favorite pic captured. woozing lightings. rrrrrrrrrrr...

fireworks.

heex.

hunnie shopped with me thereafter. woots.. so many nice stuffs. tsktsktsk..

Glare-mour; glaring light.

i ask you, do u wear Green coz of Live Earth, or do you Wear Red coz it's NDP preview. kanasai, wear brown lah! hohoho..
*we kissed under the blooming fireworks, that magical feelin`*
=)

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Friday, July 06, 2007

fwahahaha.. 4 more days to b'dae! and i've recover. *power up* thank you my honey pAmbi and darLin wenDy. and tt suPerbUg. sweet concerns. muackies! love you all. and HUNNIE! =P

am bored in school and i came across this. found that my life is ticking away in seconds. okae. do cherish me more people. teeheehee. sadded.

The Deathclock: http://www.deathclock.com/
The converter which may come useful: http://www.dalesplace.net/handw.php

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Monday, July 02, 2007

Yesterday, woke up with tummy discomfort, thought nothing wrong. and went breakfast with daddy mummy and bros. hasn't been myself. while they are doing grocery shopping, i was all alone sitting outside. got home and start feelin` dizzy. throw up blah blah blah. help out with some chores and fall straight on my bed. can't take it anymore. lol. running fever as high as 38.7dEgrEe. rest and woke up to hunnie's nice concerns and sweet callings every few hours. and SuperBug's very very advance birthday greetings. suppose that sotong forgot when is it. lol.. dinner time, i did not eat at all, then mummy brought me down to clinic and i'm diagnosed with mild food poisoning. woohoo.. never got that before. ended up with 4 sets of medications to be complete. tsktsktsk.. i've been hibernating in bed for around 24hours, till now. i guess i'm alright now. =P

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Sunday, July 01, 2007

okae.. RA-ted. i wonder how they made it.

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