Lost In Beauty-

Tuesday, August 28, 2007

yay! i've got back from my attachment.. this time it's orthopedic ward.. ranging from fractures, spine injuries to diabetic & dirty wounds.. sounds busy huh..? ya right.. busy in the sense of nth to do busy walking in & out, from rooms to rooms.. ttx what we do.. the most nth-to-do room of all the attachments i had been to so far.. serious.. i'm not joking.. whole day, all we know is to stare at the clock to strike 3pm/9pm.. coz lotsa stuffs are being dutied by the staff nurses & enrolled nurses.. seemed they dont really need us leh.. not only us lah.. but ite colleagues as well.. we started on the same day..

i wonder why i cant breathe lately.. even not on rainy day, my nose is stuck. shit it.

i'm in female cubicles.. *cheers* all aunties seemed so "sweet-natured". except for one.. first day, i dunno why she hurdled nice vulgarites whenever people pass the entrance. an agitated and violent old woman. there's not even a soft spot for being polite. she'd curse and swear and spit and everything! not on me lah.. i pity Emily (ite nurse who's in the same cubicle with me), yea.. she got it from her.. irritating.. so rude of her..

there's one with the steel support on her arm. damn gross. the steel thingy is pierced into the arm & around the elbow area. cant move her much. i can't imagine if i got fracture or fall & end up like this.
there's one who will ask u to eat all her stuffs; even meals, saying tt she dont need it, old pple dying soon blahblahblah.. and oh ya! medication also ask u to eat.. say it's invigorating.. say it's tonic medicines.. she dont need.. etc.. of coz i must say a whole mountains of white lies to get her into eating.. tsk..
there's one who's so sweet together with her ex-lawyer husband.. 70++ close to 80 already.. the husband, be it rain or shine.. would definitely come to keep her company.. (oh! so nice!! ^.^) sleep also sit beside and sleep, talk to her when she's bored.. be her 'memo' when asked & she cant recall her last medication time.. how i wish my husband would be like that too.. except for that hospitalizing part lah.. who wants to go hospital anyway.. i read her casenotes, she suffered a fall while doing usual walk with her husband.. shows.. the husband isnt those who will only be so caring when the other half is ill or injured.. eh.. just a flash of thoughts: i hope it's not due to the husband ogling at young girls and didnt pay attention to her OR he kick her down the slopes.. (>.<") i'm so bad.. haha.. i know..

*i could only picture myself, to grow old with you. yes you. I love you, hunnie!*

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