<body> Lost In Beauty-
...she's Beautiful

eLy luRves pauL-

...Beauty ProDucts

eLyNa
Ngee Ann Poly
Health Science(Nursing)
Singapore
Cancerian
10th of July 88
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...Other beauties

ICE ANGEL
-*YhUnNie's nEw bLoGY*-
-*YhUnNieY*-
-*aLicIa*-
-*aLvInA*-
-*aNdRe*-
-*aNgELa*-
-*aNnA*-
-*aSheTa*-
-*aYu*-
-*aZrI*-
-*bIdAn*-
-*cEciLia*-
-*deRek*-
-*eSmOnD*-
-*eStHeR*-
-*eUgEnE*-
-*faIrUz*-
-*iZhAr*-
-*jAcYndA*-
-*jEhAn*-
-*jIeLin*-
-*jIhAn*-
-*jImmY*-
-*jOnAthAn*-
-*jOhn cHeW*-
-*j0rEEn*-
-*kAsInAh*-
-*LaYhoOn*-
-*LisHaN*-
-*mEiJie*-
-*mEiLinG*-
-*nAdzEerA*-
-*nIcoLe*-
-*pAmbI*-
-*rEgInA*-
-*rIoDo*-
-*sHaR*-
-*sHuPinG*-
-*sTeVeN*-
-*sUrAj*-
-*wAnyI*-
-*wEnDy*-
-*zIcHeE*-

...Beauty Desires

[X]Bourjois VolumeClubbin Mascara
[X]Built-A-Bear's Cuddly Blackbear
[X]Paris Hilton The Heiress perfume
[]Toxique offshoulder one piece dress
[X]MORE tops,low-cut skirt,shirts
[]more freedom(never be enough..)
[X]A Dozen of Champange Roses..
[]Arthalia Black Dress with Lace
[]alfred bear(nvm.. i got mokozi)
[X]TopShop blue tanktop & tunic
[]To Play Piano Like a Small Pro
[]BlackNavyBlue Peeptoe Flats
[X]Rebonding/Hair Treatment
[X]ComOditeE Red Leather Bag
[X]Adidas Sweater(turquoise)
[X]Chanel CoCo Mademoiselle
[X]iPod Nano™ 3rd Gen. 4GB
[]Samsung Ultra Ed U600
[]Lotsa NUM tEes~ esp. T.W.
[X]New Pair of Heel/Pump
[]To Think Alike Like Him
[X]AnnaSui™ Makeup set
[]Samsung SGH G600
[X]FLuff Long Wallet
[X]Paul Smith's Rose
[X]THUMBDRIVE
[X]True Lurve
[]Slim Down
[]Manicure
[]Sony™ T2

...the ugliness

criticizes(woman can't live without it.. bah~)
flying roachies(*flutter flutter*)
backstabber(i've got twice..)
sissy-fied man(don't you?)
smoker(*cough cough*)
Sluts(shameless one)
heavy gambling!
arrogant brats
bad hair day
LATENESS!
hypocrites
Bitches
waiting
menses

...the eXpIrEd


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Tuesday, January 22, 2008


It’s been 11 days... 31st January still seemed so faraway... it’s like a tunnel, what surrounds me is just darkness... to get to you, I’ve to walk through it myself… Looking back, I’m just halfway there... do you know how hectic & how scary it is for me? Why are you so cruel?

I just felt that I’ve been drifting my lifeless self around the school... I don’t know what I had been doing… I just know I have to stay this way... not until you brought me to your arms again... Life’s been really really hard… I’m given lotsa tasks to do during projects…very last minute project work... Very very last minute notices that I have to hand up 2 subjects’ individual assignments… even exams... I only knew 2 days before... I’ve to stay strong, to fight hard for my studies and my future, to fight hard to cope with such a mess-up school life here… to ease myself in my solemn life... I’ve to bear everything through without you…

life is like a stage, in this stage of mine, I’ve got not much script line during each play of my day… due to circumstances, I can’t reveal my real self.. I can’t express my emotions… not even when I’m near death… I’ve to wear a mask carrying expressions that my screaming inner self doesn’t want me to be… everyday, I woke up with an angered self, what should I be? How must I present in front of people? I really can’t take it anymore…

What makes you all think that this bubbly & cheery girl standing right in front of you is really happy? No one.

I really hate it when my teacher shared a tad bits of my life yesterday… what she ask me, I just answered as how things are... it’s a dreadful decision I made that I feel like knocking myself against the wall… what makes this woman I barely know, knows stuffs about me when for such a long time, no one bothers… not even the closer ones bothers… that teacher doesn’t reserve the rights anyway… maybe I need something I can talk all my hearts out to… I’m brimming with thousands of sorrows… and it’s her plain luck that she came and had a share of me…


fuck it.

lov`eLythe beauty exposed ;lov`eLy